you're just a phone call away, everyday you seem further away

                                    Spare classes are fun. when you take random pictures in the library. 

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LOL of the day:  "Oh my god, did you see that security guard? He's so hot" "Yeah... he's my boyfriend" "WHAAT!!"

I don't know, I guess you had to be there 

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Oh, look at me. Home doing nothing on a Friday night because my friends are lame. D: ha ha. Well, I am going to attempt to do some homework... i`ll write later. 

 

It's 2 a.m and I'm cursing your name.

QUOTE of the DAY: " There is a fine, fine line between confidence and cockiness --- and she crossed that line a very long time ago. "

-Janilyn. P

  

What I learned today: I tend to live in the moment rather than live for tomorrow, and that I am a "team player". (got the bracelet to prove it! ^ see?). I also learned that the Dairy Queen by my old junior high school is pretty much disgusting. I mean, i saw these guys in the kitchen prepare my burger with no gloves. Ew... Okay, so I'm pretty much done with Dairy Queen in general, it is not as great as it used to be. To be honest, that was my first time eating a burger from Dairy Queen since the ninth grade. ha ha ha wow. 

POST-SCRIPT: Taylor Swift has the best lyrics ever :)

our love is like a song, but you wont sing along.

blogging from my basement -- because i can.

A very uneventful day, minus the fact that Adut and I are two little dumb asses who don't belong in our Social class. bahahaha. Stupid Cold War Jeopardy... I guess it just means that I should study way more. This term is ending in like a week FML. Time goes by so fast --  can't believe that we are already seniors and graduating, it seems like just yesterday, I was in the 6th Grade getting busted for going to a friends house for lunch. Our verdict? Wiping down the whole classroom during recess for a whole week. (Talk about child labour).

Yeah, but I just turned eighteen, on my way to the rest of my life. I know what I want to do in life, but I just don't know how on it is going to take to get there.  

Anywho, im tired. Goodnight blog. 

PS: That is what part of the alphabet would look like is Q and R were missing.

PPS: Check it out : 

Jonas Brother Tickets  = Thumbs up. 

98 Days fools. 

and she tried to survive, wearing her heart on her sleeve

time for me to vent about life: 

First of all: "If you cared so much about what happened today then next time, think about what you say behind someone's back."  I am getting sick the fake friends. It makes it hard to trust anyone. Now-a-days, there are only one or two people that I can trust with my life. I am very picky on who I tell my secrets to. As for my real friends that I can depend on -- Thank you for giving me a solid ground. And as for a certain someone: I do admit that I have changed, but can you honestly say that you haven't? You can't blame me for drifting apart. "people change, and promises are broken". I have tried being a friend to you but all i really get in return is getting backstabbed and ignored, and frankly, I'm getting annoyed. It seems like you only want me when it's convenient.  I'm done. 

Secondly: Life is getting so stressful, I shouldn't even be blogging, but i need to clear my mind right now. Graduation is less than three months away and i am struggling to keep up with it all. I keep telling myself: "Okay, no more slacking, straighten up, focus." It is all so overwhelming, and i fear for my future and not being able to do what I want to do. Really, I just want time to slow down, or even better rewind so i could fix everything. I am cracking under the pressure, I regret taking the things i have for granted and procrastinating, It's all coming back to me and isn't pretty. 

Last note: Crazy how when all this is going on, I still have space in my head to think about him. I don't know I should really stop but I can't. TO HIM: You're like a plague, infecting my mind and impossible to get rid of. How is it that every song and every cheesy chick flick somehow brings me back to thoughts of you? This isn't right, liking you the way I do + there are many reasons why we shouldn't be together. Ugh, I need to clear my mind. 

:) one more thing: Got my Jonas Brothers tickets. (Now, that's something to look forward too) 

I get to see my boys on: July 2nd, 2009. 

it's like i hardly know you, but maybe i never did

Okay, I am extremely ecstatic right now. Got FLOOR seats to my FIRST Jonas Brothers concert. :D my life is complete. This is going to be a great summer. -- graduation in May (eep!) Stampede '09 (finally legal for it, beer gardens + free concerts on the coke stage) annd July 2nd (1oo days from now) Jonas Brothers concert  I love my life. NOOOWW. JUST GOTTA CATC UP ON SOCIAL AND RELIGION AND MATH. YEO.  :( damn. lol .